So Sorry

I'm so sorry.

I've screwed up, I've messed up, let people down,

I'm so sorry.

I've lied to the world and I've lied to myself,

I'm so sorry.

I've sold my body and sold my soul,

I'm so sorry.

I'm dirty and ugly and unworthy of love,

I'm so sorry.

I keep falling and failing and wanna give up,

I'm so sorry.

I'll never be normal, never be okay,

I'm so sorry....

(Journal entry 7/13/13)