Monday, December 12, 2011

Brighter than the Sun--Colbie Caillat



Stop me on the corner I swear you hit me like a vision, I, I, I wasn't expecting
But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it, don't you blink you might miss it,
See we got a right to just love it or leave it, you find it and keep it
Cause it ain't every day you get the chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

I've never seen it, I found this love, I'm gonna feed it,
You better believe, I'm gonna treat it better than anything I've ever had
Cause you're so damn beautiful, read it, it's signed and delivered let's seal it
Boy we go together like peanuts and paydays and Marley and reggae
And everybody needs to get a chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

Everything is like a white out, cause we shika-shika a shine down
Even when the, when the light's out but I can see you glow
Got my head up in the rafters, got me happy ever after
Never felt this way before, ain't felt this way before

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun, yeah

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

11in11 Cardinals World Series Champs


The Cardinals Pass Their Greatest Test--Bernie Miklasz

http://mlb.mlb.com/video/play.jsp?content_id=19960301

In the 179th game of this long, wholly improbable 2011 campaign, the Cardinals finally appeared to be out of time in Game 6 of the World Series. They were doomed. Down to their final out, down to their final strike. Not once, but twice. Down to the final minute of their impossible dream of a season.

In a few seconds, it would all be over. That was true in the ninth inning. It was true again in the 10th inning. What a sad way to end it all. The lights were about to be turned off at Busch Stadium, the happiest place in baseball. Cardinals fans would walk slowly to their cars, and drive home in silence.

The Cardinals had trailed Game 6 for much of the night, with the Texas Rangers having leads of 1-0, 3-2, 4-3, 7-4, 7-5 and 9-7. The Rangers led the World Series 3-2, and had repeatedly knocked the Cardinals down in the run-up to a victory.

How many times could the Cardinals rally? When would their hearts finally give way? Even the most resilient competitor has a limit, reaches the breaking point. There comes a time when you simply cannot go on. The Rangers were going to own the night and take the World Series championship back to Texas.

Well, if there's one thing we've learned about this gallant, gutsy Cardinals team, it is this: Their strength never wanes. Their will to win never fades. Until the end, this proud and resilient team believed. They knew that somehow the dream would stay alive.

At the bleakest moments, these foolish, stubborn men in the Cardinals uniform really thought they were going to pull this off.

They honestly believed they'd lift St. Louis off its moorings and shoot down the star that was twinkling over the great state of Texas.

"It's Cardinal baseball," third baseman David Freese said. "This is how they teach us. You never give up."

At 11:39 p.m. on Thursday, leading off the bottom of the 11th inning, Freese squared up on a 3-2 pitch thrown by Rangers reliever Mark Lowe. It was a change up, an opportunity that could not be turned down. Freese got all of it, jolting the World Series in a way that was so shocking, so incredible, that we'll be talking about this classic forever.

Parents and grandparents will grow old, talking about the night they danced in the aisles, jumping into each other's arms and into the embrace of strangers, as they celebrated one of the greatest moments in franchise history. The kids who watched this will grow up, savoring the wonder of it all, and passing the story down through the years. Through these stories, this unbelievable night will live forever.

Freese, the hometown hero from Lafayette High, sent a miracle soaring above the diamond, rising above the wall in center field to land in the beautiful green grass that no glove, no Ranger, could reach.

Home run. Then, delirium.

Freese circled the bases, his right arm raised in triumph, taking a victory lap, and all of St. Louis wanted to be at his side, running with him.

The thunderbolt gave the Cardinals a scintillating 10-9 win that was a testament to their pride and indefatigable desire. We witnessed one of the greatest games in World Series history, one that quickened and slowed the pulse, one that lifted us up, slammed us down, and raised us back up again during 4 hours and 33 minutes of bedlam.

"It was all about surviving," Freese said. "It was all about getting to tomorrow, and Game 7."

All of this wonderful, spectacular chaos and Freese made it possible by keeping it simple.

"It's all about knowing that this is the same game as when you're six years old," he said. "It's just elevated on a stage, and everyone is watching. But you have to keep reminding yourself it really is the same game."

Game 7 is tonight at Busch Stadium. The first pitch is set for 7:05 p.m. Make sure to bring medication, oxygen, and hope. The Cardinals and the Rangers will go at it one more time, winner take all. We will not exhale for nine innings, or for as long as it takes.

Freese had saved the Cardinals in the ninth on a 1-2 pitch from Texas closer Neftali Feliz, ripping a 98 mph fastball over the head of right fielder Nelson Cruz for a two-run triple that tied the game at 7-7.

Surely, Freese's clutch hit - delivered against all odds - would catapult the home team to a dramatic victory and an appointment with the Rangers in Game 7. But Rangers slugger Josh Hamilton answered, rocking Cardinals closer Jason Motte for a two-run homer in the 10th, giving the Rangers a 9-7 lead and taking them a giant step closer to the thrill of victory. The champagne was on ice.

In the bottom of the 10th, the Cardinals cut the lead to 9-8 on singles by Daniel Descalso and Jon Jay, a sacrifice bunt by pitcher Kyle Lohse and a run-producing ground out by Ryan Theriot. Lohse was pinch-hitting; the Cardinals were out of position players. The situation had become increasingly desperate.

Lance Berkman was up next. At 2-2, down to his last strike, The Puma lined a single to center off Texas reliever Scott Feldman, with Jay dashing home with the tying run. It was 9-9 now, and Busch Stadium was literally shaking.

Berkman put in his precious piece setting Freese up for the grand finale, the home run that made an entire town go nuts. A representative of the Baseball Hall of Fame showed up in the Cardinals' clubhouse to receive Freese's bat and jersey. And why not? This was instant baseball mythology.

What a game. What an impossible, insane, incredible game.

"You had to be there to believe it," Cardinals manager Tony La Russa said. "We never quit trying."

And it's been that way all season, through all of the injuries and turmoil. It's truly been that way since Aug. 25, when the Cardinals began a ridiculously unlikely comeback from 101/2 games out of a playoff spot. This same tenacity carried them through Game 6, a game that seemingly had been lost several times. But these are the 2011 Cardinals. They are ferocious and fearless. And they have one more day to go, one more victory to claim, until they can rest.


Friday, September 9, 2011

Fears vs. Dreams

What is your biggest fear? What is your greatest dream?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OI6H6ps6vrU


Sunday, September 4, 2011

TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS


http://www.twloha.com/vision/

You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story. You need to know that your life matters.

We live in a difficult world, a broken world. Life is hard for most people most of the time. We believe that everyone can relate to pain, that all of us live with questions, and all of us get stuck in moments. You need to know that you're not alone in the places you feel stuck.

We all wake to the human condition. We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss. Millions of people live with problems of pain. Millions of homes are filled with questions – moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay. We know that pain is very real. It is our privilege to suggest that hope is real, and that help is real.

You need to know that rescue is possible, that freedom is possible, that God is still in the business of redemption. We're seeing it happen. We're seeing lives change as people get the help they need. People sitting across from a counselor for the first time. People stepping into treatment. In desperate moments, people calling a suicide hotline. We know that the first step to recovery is the hardest to take. We want to say here that it's worth it, that your life is worth fighting for, that it's possible to change.

Beyond treatment, we believe that community is essential, that people need other people, that we were never meant to do life alone.

The vision is that community and hope and help would replace secrets and silence.

The vision is that we would learn what it means to love our friends, and that we would love ourselves enough to get the help we need.

The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love. The vision is graduation, a Super Bowl, a wedding, a child, a sunrise. The vision is people becoming incredible parents, people breaking cycles, making change.

The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead.

The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know.

The vision is hope, and hope is real.

You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Stained Glass Masquerade--Casting Crowns


Is there anyone that fails is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Cause when I take a look around, everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover that I don’t belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness and smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open to every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who’s been there are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded in the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing and we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching can we really fall apart

But would it set me free if I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person that you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus be enough to make you stay

Are we happy plastic people under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness and smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open to every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Sunday, August 14, 2011

My favorite music videos

Take you back-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qGXOVPw4uU

Never alone-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pXrMPtCVcE

I got you-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BdyI8Uwmus

Sweet serendipity-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcEG72N5No8&ob=av3e

I run to you-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rs38lKxmtI4&ob=av3e

The man who cant be moved--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gS9o1FAszdk&ob=av2e

We are the world-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glny4jSciVI&ob=av3e

1, 2, 3, 4-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6pW_q1PvH0&ob=av2e

Temporary home-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LraOiHUltak&ob=av3e

Firework-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw&ob=av2e

Far away-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg

Sweetest girl-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXJXLq1lN7U

Problem girl--Rob Thomas

Don't let 'em get where they're going to
You know they're only what they think of you
You heard of this emotional trickery
And you felt like you were learning the ropes
But where you're going now you don't know

And when the kids on the street say
What's your problem girl
And the weight of their smile's just
Too much for you to bear
When they all make you feel
Like you're a problem girl
Remember
You're no problem at all
You're no problem at all

Pride like promises can let you down
You thought that you'd be feeling
Better by now
You worry all the things they could do to you
You worry about the things they could say
Maybe you're seeing things the wrong way

Try
If you stand or you fall
You're no problem at all

Monday, August 8, 2011

I got you--Leona Lewis



This is what love is all about... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaSRLZqSsTs

A place to crash, I got you, no need to ask, I got you
Just get on the phone, I got you, come and pick you up if I have to
What's weird about it is we're right at the end, I'm mad about it, just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say I got you...
Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to, for better, for worse I got you, I got you
Ain't falling apart or bitter, let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
Won't survive it, no drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say I got you...
Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to, for better, for worse I got you
'Cause this is love and life, and nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right, you're not losing me by letting me know
Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to, for better, for worse I got you

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Something to believe in--Parachute

You wake up every morning looking for your answer,
You're waiting for your sign
While Jeremiah's on his way to tell the people

But you watch him pass you by
You walk the streets at night still looking for your reason


But you don't wanna try
You swear the world has got you backed into a corner,
But no one holds your hand to walk into a fight

You swear the light is gonna find you,

But it can't find you when you're waiting all the time

Chorus:
You say, "keep my head from going down just for a little, just for a little"
Watch my feet float off the ground just for a little, just for a little
Love, if you can hear this sound oh,
Just give me something, something to believe in

You spend your days alone still hopin' for the truth, oh
But all you hear are lies
But no on else is gonna tell you what to do now
No one else is gonna help you hold the line
Sometimes it's hard to keep on living
But you're the one who's got to know just when it's right

You say, "keep my head from going down just for a little, just for a little
Watch my feet float off the ground just for a little, just for a little
Love, if you can hear this sound oh,
Just give me something, something to believe in


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What are you waiting for? Are you waiting for someone to pick you up? Are you waiting for someone to take your hand and lead you along? Are you waiting for someone to do it for you? Stop waiting! Start living. Summon the inner strength you never knew you had and stand up again. Find your way. Make it happen. Complacency leads to failure... how much of human life is lost in waiting? Be the change you wish to see in the world. That's how change happens... one gesture, one person, one moment at a time.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Fix You--Coldplay



When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Perfect--Pink



Always rememember... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4Rax2PXiWA

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'no way it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less then perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look how big you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less then perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty please!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less then perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Empowered

Is it ok to feel strong? Is it alright to feel empowered? Its so foreign after listening to other people for so long. I feel like I'm breaking out of a shell, ready to take on the world, ready to say 'what the hell' and just dive into life feet first. I feel wired, is this newfound strength like a drug? It's addictive, taking over my being. I'm worth something. I'm beautiful. I'm confident. I can take on the world.
(Journal entry 2/23/11)

More--Matthew West

Take a look at the mountain, Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean, Far as your eye can see
And think of me

Take a look at the desert, Do you feel like a grain of sand?
I am with you wherever, Where you go is where I am
And I'm always thinking of you
Take a look around you, I'm spelling it out one by one

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine and you shine for me too
I love you Yesterday And today And tomorrow
I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Just a face in the city, Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million, And you belong to me
And I want you to know, I'm not letting go
Even when you come undone

Shine for me, Shine for me
Shine on, shine on
Shine for me

And I see you, And I made you
And I love you more than you can imagine
More than you can fathom
I love you more than the sun
And you shine for me

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Rely on God


Reliance. It's a word I grapple with so much... should I rely on myself? Rely on others? Well, how about neither? How about instead, rely on God? Relying only on yourself shuts you off from the love the rest of the world has to offer, and leaves you overwhelmed and alone. Relying on others is setting yourself up to be let down, for people will all, at some point, fail. Relying on God though, that's foolproof. He is always with us, so we are never alone. And he never fails, so we can fully lean on Him without having to worry that He will crumble. He wants us to lay all our burdens on Him... others will get tired of hearing your problems, but God never will. He will never let us down, even when we let Him down. So yes, we do need to let go and rely on others. But that "other" is God.
- Journal entry 4/9/11, Encounter retreat

Monday, February 28, 2011

Moving on


I'm moving on, letting go of the past and creating a new future.
I'm taking the mistakes from the past, learning and growing,
And then I'm throwing them away.
No longer will I be weighed down by doubts or regrets.
I'm tossing these away and feeling the relief of losing the burden.
I'm able to embrace the beauty of the world,
Embrace the beauty of the human community,
Embrace my own beauty.
It takes internal strength to choose to be happy,
To force down the feelings of helplessness and doubt
And replace them with hope and confidence.
But I'm moving on, looking forward, optimistic for the future.
- Journal entry 2/28/11

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Quotes that inspire me...

- The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and let it come in. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn’t work, don’t buy it. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to the community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- In the beginning of life, when we are infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me, you need others to survive, right? But here’s the secret: in between, we need others as well. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- Be compassionate and take responsibility for each other. If we only learned those lessons the world would be so much better a place. Love each other or die. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- It’s not just other people we need to forgive. We also need to forgive ourselves. For all the things we didn’t do. All the things we should have done. You can’t get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- You closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too-even when you are in the dark. Even when you're falling. - Tuesdays with Morrie


- And that's how change happens. one gesture. One person. One moment at a time.


- I am strong because I am weak. I am beautiful because I know my flaws. I am a lover because I am a fighter. I am fearless because I have been foolish. And I can laugh because I've known sadness.


- You've gotta wake up every morning with a smile on your face, and show the world all the love in your heart. Then you're gonna find, yes you will, that you're as beautiful as you feel.


- There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love. - The time traveler's wife


- Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Lonileness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love. But in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.


- I deserve hell. The things I’ve done, God would be justified. God is not mocked. What you sow, you reap… You can’t work your way into heaven. Anytime you try and justify yourself with works, you disqualify yourself with works. What I do here, every day, for the rest of my life, is only my way of saying, ‘Lord, regardless of what eternity holds for me, let me give something back to you. I know I don’t even no scorecard. But let me make something of my life before I go... and then, Lord, I’m at your mercy.’ - Have a little faith (Mitch Albom)


- In the beginning, there was a question. In the end, the question gets answered. God sings, we hum along, and there are many melodies, but its all one song—one same, wonderful, human song. I am in love with hope. - Have a little faith


- Ask yourself, why did God create but one man? Why, if he meant for there to be faiths bickering with each other, didn’t he create that from the start? He created trees, right? Not one tree, countless trees. Why not the same with man? Because we are all from that one man—and all from that one God. That’s the message. - Have a little faith


- It's the heart afraid of dying, that never learns to dance; It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance; It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give; And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Reliance


it's so easy to come to rely on another person. so nice to be able to share what's going on, laugh together, have someone always there. But when you rely on another person, you put yourself on the line, knowing full well that there is a much greater chance of getting hurt than of the happiness lasting. You have to decide if its worth the risk of temporary happiness, or if it would be better never to try, and never get hurt. Relying just on yourself is so much safer. you will never be hurt, or feel loss, or feel disappointment. But you will also miss the joy of sharing life with another person. Whether its for a day, a week, a year, or the rest of your life. people come into your life for a reason, and they touch your life in a way that shapes who you are and who you will become. and enjoying, in that moment, the relationship you have, is often enough. and letting go, when the time comes, is just another chapter in your life. it changes you, and shapes you to be the person that will embrace whoever else comes into your life, if you take the chance to rely on others. Because we are meant to share our experiences with others, to change the lives of others and be changed by them in return.
- Journal entry 2/9/11

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Thoughts inspired by Time Traveler's Wife...


Maybe it's not just events that shape you. Maybe, even more, its the aftermath, the coping that really makes you who you are. Maybe its the struggle to keep pushing on that makes you stronger. It's the fact that you move on that is the very catalyst that brings about that new chapter in your life. It's in the struggle that we obtain the joy.
- Journal entry 7/2/10

Monday, January 24, 2011

I was Here (Lady Antebellum)

You will notice me,
I'll be leaving my mark like initials carved
In an old oak tree, you wait and see
Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold, I don't know
But I'm ready start 'cause I know in my heart
I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
Leave nothing less than something that says ‘I was here’
I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
'Cause this dream's too strong and before too long
Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace
'Cause I know it's my destiny
To leave more than a trace of myself in this place!
I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says "I was here"
And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less than something that says "I was here"